Anyway, other than that I am so super stressed about getting this job. I would love to hurry and know something, either way so I can go from there. I know I need a job. These days both parents need to work. We want a bigger house, we want a great new SUV, we want to both be stable in jobs. We want to take Jace on so many adventures. Then the bomb drops on me yesterday. Steve finds out his job could end sooner than we originally were told which was September 1st. Now, it's the end of July with them saying "it might be extended." This means absolutely shit to me. It either is or it isn't. Either way, I want a job. I really do but now I feel even more stressed knowing Steve's job could end at any time. This shit literally sucks. Now we must wait, wait, wait. The both of us.
We would absolutely love to have another child. But, gosh. It doesn't seem to be in the works for us. We are both getting older. We can't find good, stable jobs, we obviously would need a bigger house as stated before but I cannot imagine bringing another child in the world without being prepared this time and being in a good spot in careers and actually being able to take care of them ourselves without the "system." It's frustrating. Who even knows if I can have another child? I don't, the doctors don't. But, I can't get the care I need without insurance. I can't go through testing for it or even get rid of the things that are wrong with me now because let's face it, we can't afford it.
Oh well, I guess for now we must wait....
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I wish the photography thing would just take off. You are insanely talented
Not sure who this is, but thank you :)
It would be nice, but people these days aren't looking for quality, experience, and super customer service. They are looking for the cheapest deal. I refuse to lower my prices and do mini sessions. I know my worth and if people aren't willing to pay it, I'd rather work a different job and give it up.
Sandy we're in the EXACT same position. Actually worse. Count your blessings doll, for they ARE many. "C"
Not to mention the horrendous school loans! Schools should not prepare students for jobs that won't be available when they charge so much for the education. Ugh. But, chin up. You are great parents. J is an active handful, but healthy and good hearted. He'll be fine. I hope S has been actively job seeking. Darnit!
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